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Headcrack, Pt. 4
02:23
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Thousand eyes shine a light
A crack forms in my head
Flooding sound, homeward bound
Lay around and wish I'm dead
Split in half another night
Some thoughts form in my head
Lay around the hope I found
Let the thoughts slip
Headcrack
Headcrack
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Two Minutes From Where?
03:20
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Why do you hurt me?
I don't remember, but I know you did
I'm just a little boy
I'm just a little boy
I'm just a little boy
I'm just a little boy
I know you've been crying
I can hear it in your voice
I'm just a little boy
I'm just a little boy
I'm just a little boy
I'm just a little boy
Everything still hurts
Every wound still bleeds
I don't know why
I don't know what you could have done to me
What did you do to me?
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4. |
Cold and Violent
03:03
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The floorboards creak
Out there, nature shivers
It's all so silent
Becoming cold and violent
You sway in the wind
Do you sit in the ground?
Or on a web not yours?
You built that house
Suspended on nothing
Freedom, it scares people
It even scares me
You sway in the wind
I look at you, through eyes that
I can barely keep open
Fast asleep, they know nothing
Not if I'm dreaming, or if I'm awake
They don't hear the floorboards creak
They don't know who died this week
They don't know the morning's gray
They don't know who came this way
I saw nothing, but I heard them stay
Gravel speaks, but doesn't say
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5. |
Tomorrow, I Might
01:25
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A voice echoes
As I crawl back to me
All the times that I've been here
Well, I don't wanna be
A crescent moon
Not seen by the eye
I live life in darkness
But I can see the sky
Out in the distance
A siren wails
I open my eyes
No thoughts prevail
Flashing red lights
Greet me in the night
I close back my eyes
Tomorrow, I might
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6. |
What I Used to Know
02:42
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Things aren't what they used to be
The sunrise is a loyal friend to me
I live a town away from what I used to know
The days go fast but the pain moves slow
It's been a month now
My eyes still burn
It's been a month
My eyes still burn
There's no way home
There's no way home
There's no way home
There's no way home
Every day it gets harder
To find myself, yeah
A reason to bother
I start to shrink
Eat away at myself and try not to think
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Lead
01:47
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Why don't you get on outta my head?
I'd rather have my skull fulla lead!
Don't take my youth away from me
Trap me in responsibility
You can drag yourself down
They'll take my youth away from me
They'll take my youth away from me
They'll take my youth away from me
They'll take
I ain't getting old 'til I want to
I ain't letting up the fight
I got something to prove!
The bottomless well of the power of youth
I know we can't stay
It's something I think about every day
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9. |
In The Lamplight
01:57
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Orange night, piercing light
Watching you, watching me
Cut the lights, I can see
Orange lights watching me
Buildings with eyes tell a thousand lies
Cut the lights and you can't see me, ugh
Stood here, sucking air
Feeling life isn't fair
Wishing I didn't care
I wish I really didn't care
These streets have eyes
These streets have eyes
These streets have eyes
These streets have eyes
I woke up in the middle of the night
My eyes were sore from being shut tight
My skin itched from sweat, my shirt was soaking wet
Anger welled inside, I woke up in the lamplight
In the night you see through jaded eyes
In the night you feel barely alive
In the night you see through jaded eyes
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Blood, Sweat, No Tears
03:20
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There's days I can no longer hold in the pain
It spills and it gets everywhere
I live and it feels wrong so I try not to live
Dead weight, it's all just dead weight
I fall and nobody picks me up
I wait for all of the nothing that I do
Maybe tomorrow
Blood, sweat
No tears
Blood, sweat
No tears
And I never wanted
Any of it
And I never wanted
To be here
In the first place
And I never w-
I never wanted to be here in the
First place
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11. |
Nothing Left Inside
03:24
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I walk down the sidewalks of life with an empty lighter in my hand
It keeps me entertained
With a flick of the thumb it gives me a spark and for just a second
It gives me purpose
The wheel strikes the flint and with every spark it's worn down and down
But there's nothing to fuel the fire
There's nothing but a spark
I keep on lighting and lighting
But there's never any warmth
And I can keep going
But pretty soon, the flint will be nothing
Every spark keeps getting smaller
Until there's nothing left but just the cold breeze and a blister on my thumb
I walk down the sidewalks of life with an empty heart in my chest
Sometimes it pumps blood
And other times, it gives me purpose
But most of the time it just sits there
It just sits there, stark, grey and cold
It's August now
Summers last coals are in the air
I meet a cat I've met twice before
And so I forget my lighter
When I get home, I get some food in me and then
I put on a little song
For a second, I feel quite alright
And so
I forget my h-
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12. |
Another Day
01:34
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Another day to end all days
Another day to waste away
Guess I'll be on my own again
I guess I'll explode again
Another day, anyway
(Another day, another day)
Another day, anyway
(Another day a-hey)
Another day, anyway
(Another day, another day)
Another day, anyway
(Another day a-hey)
Inside, outside
Inside, outside
Inside, outside
Inside, outside
It can't end this way, not today
It can't end this way, not no way
It's all going to shit
It's all, it's all, it's all
It's all, it's all, it's all
Another day, anyway
(Another day, another day)
Another day, anyway
(Another day a-hey)
Another day, anyway
(Another day, another day)
Another day, anyway
(Another day a-hey)
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13. |
At Most, Two
04:22
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Staring at the floor, I take some more
Arms are numb and I feel dumb
We'll, I've been laying here for an hour or two
And I've been thinking a thought, or at most, two
Coulda sworn there was something I was doing just a minute back
Oh, well, I guess it couldn't have mattered that much
And hey, wasn't there something I was supposed to say?
No matter, I'm too stupid to put it into words anyway
Our eyes met, I think, I don't know
My sight's too blurry and my mind is too slow
I don't think we've met and I think we never will
My heart's too quick and my head is too slow
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Now I know your face and dreams and such
But if anyone asks, I won't remember much
I'm supposed to love you, but I don't think I can
When I wanna hold you I don't know who I am
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My rock and roll confessional is living without love
It hurts to think of all the times I haven't been enough
I don't see a way to go where I won't be alone
I guess my eyes are blind to see a path that's not my own
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And with the sullen croak of my pain-ridden voice
I naively talk of dreams of having any choice
I walk the line my father walked, I walk it with a smile
I walk the line of lucid dreams, I walk it in denial
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I walk the lines that you won't walk, I walk them with a smile on my face
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I saw God last night
01:43
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I could tell you all the ways I'm not a man
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I could tell you why I hate your guts
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I could tell you my meaning of life
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I could tell you all the things I love about you
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I won't bother you
I won't bother with you
I won't bother you
I won't bother with you
I could tell you I cry in the shower
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I could tell you all my insecurities
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I could tell you I wrote you a song
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I could tell you that I want you
But I'd rather shut my mouth
I won't bother you
I won't bother with you
I won't bother you
I won't bother with you
I could tell you I saw god last night
He told me that I'm not enough
I could tell you I saw god last night
And god told me, "I'm not enough"
Oh, no, no, no
I could tell you I saw god last night
He told me I'm not enough
I saw god last night
Do you know what he said?
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
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While everyone was sleeping
I looked outside and thought about death
I watched the night meet the day
And felt the urge to jump, jump, jump
Crack my head on the mossy stone
Cause I got nowhere to go
But down
The leaves fell in the golden sunlight
I looked up at clear skies and cried
It feels lonely
In the face of god
It feels lonely in the face of god
It feels lonely in the face of god
It feels lonely in the face of god
It feels lonely in the face of god
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02:37
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Out there over the bay
The sun explodes in dying light
Choked by the cold and the gray
Pink clouds come my way
I had a friend who lived here
But he didn't stay
He lived near where I look to
When I try to end my day
And I hope he does well
In his student life
You know that I'll still be here
Thinking that I'm larger than life
I don't feel very smart
And not too dumb at all
Really, I'm just like you
My words are feeling small
So I try to find a meaning
And ask the question why
Living isn't easy
But I don't want to die
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I don't want to die
And I don't want to hide
I know that I'm no hero
It burns me up inside
I hope you know I'm sorry
For all the pain I've caused
Living isn't easy
Thinking that I'm larger than life
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I don't think I want to know
Who I really am
I find it kinda boring
I find it kinda sad
There's so much I want to do
That I would never do
If I was just like me
If I was no fool
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Do you think about me?
Do you have a choice?
Do you know who lives here?
Behind this aching voice?
Is there any feeling
Left for me to give?
I tell ya, life ain't easy
That's why you gotta live
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